It’s Thursday morning outside my dorm and I am saying
goodbye to my parents. My mom is crying
of coarse and my dad is actually pretty emotional as well. We say our goodbyes and they set off back for
Washington DC. “Wow,” I think to myself,
“I can do absolutely anything that I want.”
An interesting welcome week later (won’t exactly go into details) and a
couple of all-nighters and I felt like an actual college student. It’s hard to think about how I have changed
since I’ve been here because I don’t think I have really changed that
much. One thing I know I have become is
more independent. I feel like I am
somewhat more of a self-motivated person now than when I first arrived in Ann
Arbor. With nobody to make sure that I
do my homework or go to class, I found I needed to be more independent than I
was while living at home. One thing that
has somewhat difficult is that I feel like I am bored much more than I did
while in High School. My typical day
would consist of going to school from 8-3, staying until basketball practice
from 5-7:30, getting home at 9, doing any homework that I had left and going to
bed exhausted. That was my life almost
every day. At college, not only do I
find myself much more rested (a major perk), but I feel like I have much less
things to do. Aside from obviously going
to school and doing my work, there is nothing that really requires my full
energy. This is a very new thing for me
in my life, as I have previously pretty much always been involved with some
sort of team that I needed to devote myself to.
I am sure that I will figure out how to spend my free time more
effectively, but for now I will just enjoy the rest.

I can definitely relate to being more bored now than in high school. I played volleyball and it took up a lot of my time but forced me to be productive with whatever time I wasn't spending at school or practice. It's definitely a change in pace and sort of leaves you thinking, "what do i do now..?"
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